What took you so long?
You finally gave up on me. That’s what I wanted you do for me.
So I finally know that I lost you.
I always knew I don’t deserve something so beautiful.
Your kind of love is something different I thought. I guess I was wrong.
At least I now know I truly don’t need or want it.
Now I’ll fight my corner again till I finally give up on myself once more.
Now I’m curious of how I will die.