What About Us?

You hypnotize me with your words, smiles, and sweet actions

While you talk to others

Making yourself look like an angel

While I look like a devil

You say or do things

To hurt me

As if you don’t care

So what am I to you?

A toy you can play with?

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Confession #05

Suicidal thoughts had been part of my life since I was a child. I always been fascinated by death. I even thought of million ways to kill myself. Niagara Falls has been a wonderful idea to die because it looks so beautiful to be drowned into I thought. This feeling had been so constant that it feels too much sometimes. Most of the time I lost it flow right through me but other days it keeps coming back wave after wave. It’s like there’s no way I can escape from its embrace. It feels too strong to be ignored.

Give Me A Reason

When I left

I reminisced about us

The memories that we shared

The laughter

The smiles

We made each other happy

I came back

Because I wanted you in my life

Then you broke my trust

Now things have changed

I can’t trust anyone anymore

I don’t have any beliefs

Now I’m stone cold

Because I chose you despite what others says about you

But now you choose yourself

That hurts the most

Your ego is so big

That I cannot fulfill

So why should I even try with you anymore?

Give me a good reason

Before I leave you for good

Done Believing

You told me to decide so fine. I decide not to believe in anything anymore. I don’t believe in love, faith, hope, or God. Once you believe in something, you will get hurt. And I don’t like getting hurt. So it’s better to pretend everything is okay even though it’s not.