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My thoughts used to flash
In every direction
Now it is slowing down
In every heart beat
Till I’m dead inside
I recently discovered this singer and automatically loved it. So I thought I should share this gorgeous piece of art.
I’m writing to you beyond the grave
To let you know
That nothing is alright
But that’s ok
Cause that’s the point of all this
The cool sensation awaken me
My eyes said, “Hello.”
The air molecules dancing around my skin
It’s playful welcoming
Feels good to me
Everything is alright
Everything is okay.
How does it feel?
Hearing someone’s last breath
Seeing and sensing the void
Right in front of you?
I don’t want to say it but I need to say it. It is part of my life whether I like it or not. Sometimes I feel like it is all there is in my life. And so, I let it wash over me like a wave.
I try to be tough. I try to laugh it off. I try to live my life regardless of me having this thing. I try to push myself. I try to think positive. I try tattoos just for the pain. I feel like, no matter the circumstances, there is no improvement in my life. Am I deluding myself from seeing what it is or is it true?
I keep finding myself running in circles while chasing and biting my own damn tail. I’m bleeding out and I don’t care. I want the blood to be drained from my body till I feel nothing. Just let the light deem enough till you can’t see it.
Ladies and gentlemen, I have Clinical Depression.