It is the only thing I have. It never judged. It is a reflection of me. It is like rehab my own way. It helps me to find my way again instead of assuming that there’s nothing I can rely on. So why not continue to write as much as I can. It is everything to me. It brings me passion and peace. It gave me the reason to write no matter what I think or feel. So here I am making sure this blog is my life to which it is. Here we go.
Oh God! I hope everything will go as planned. If not then I’m hella screwed. I need to remind myself that I deserve a fresh start and live the way I should and no one else’s. Sometimes I think I don’t trust myself enough to do this but I have to keep remind myself to do it for me. I never get a chance to help me when I’m too busy helping other people. I hope my friends would know how much I love them. They always motivated me but I never believed it. Now I need to motivate myself. Come on! I can do this! Yes I can. Yes I can. Yes I can!
Alright. Here we go!
Just remember to just breathe and everything will fall in place.
P.S. I just hope one day he will forgive me. Can’t help but wonder if he will be proud of me if I do this?
Focus on the vision
And nothing else
That way everything will be fine
Here I am writing to you once more
I told you that nothing is suppose to be ok
Every fiber in my being believe that
But also believe nothing is set in stone
Until you meet that one person
Who change your mind
That one idea
In our mind
Give us a reason
To move forward